okay I'm finally calm enough to talk about what happened.
(not going to write it here but you can ask me i'll tell)
thank you,everyone who asked/bothered to check up on me,very much appreciated:)
Friday night was awesumo;cannot put it down in words but I've not had so much fun before since...a very long time.Running on sand,sleeping on slides,sitting on top of the train,riding and flying on unstable cars,screaming and spinning and cartwheeling and making new friends.people who didn't mind being our friends though they were 10x cooler than us(ho jong could speak 4 languages and he is primarytwooo we all ought to be ashamed of ourselves.)
For that moment we forgot how miserable we were,letting our hair down and having the time of our lives and I wouldn't want to spend those times with anyone else but you two:):):)
Times like these I'm extra grateful for the simple pleasures in life that gets me through.
- - - - - - -
And
you;it's been so long(and painful)
you've consistently failed to see the people around you,the people who truly matter.
I wish you best now I'm letting you go.
